happy easter

today's easter sunday also happened to be the date wherein a month more means our fourth year.

easter sunday is a time for rejoicing at Christ's resurrection from the dead, and yet i feel so unalive.

easter sunday is all about easter bunnies, easter eggs and hunting them and yet, here i am, preoccupying myself with the so-called "matters of consequence" and reading page after page of this horrible book entitled "The Corporation Code of the Philippines: Annotated."

easter sunday is supposed to be happy, why else do we get messages on our phones or through e-mails wishing each one a "Happy Easter!," and yet i feel so gloomy.

maybe my penance took away all the happiness and jubilation that easter is supposed to bring.

and i thought that spending holy week alone is already the penultimate penance. i was proved wrong when my penance became coming home only to find out that when i am in the company of a certain someone whose mere presence grosses me out (in a moral sense) is just too much to bear. hay.. Lord, when can i have that confrontation? :(

plus, the fact that naudlot na naman po ang bakasyon ng isang taong gustong-gusto ko makasama even if for an hour.

so much for my dour holy week, HAPPY (for you all) EASTER!