some exam

yesterday, my boyfriend took an exam.

the results of which are not yet out but he was already very devastated, "low morale" so to speak in their lingo. i have tried to console him by telling him that, "there are things that someone as young as you in the service could not be known to you. but it doesn't mean that you did not try/do your best."

so when he asked me how i take my exams in law school, i've told him i study for it. but when some question is asked for which i haven't a clue as to what the answer is, i make an educated guess (a.k.a. panghuhula/eenie meenie miney mo). and he laughed at that while telling me how good i am at guessing answers. according to him, my being here in law school proves that. as a retort, i've told him i only guess when i don't know the answer.

the matter may seem trivial but it affected me in such a way that, i was driven to prove to him that i do study my lessons. although i sound reactionary, i just needed the push (or the poke) to get me into action. after all, i have unofficially stopped going to the office just so i could focus better on school (teacher ko pa naman si Atty. Sagmit).

what better way to show how i study hard is by actually preparing for the following successive exams: Tax and Business Organization 2 (on corporations).

i don't want to be told to my face again how i passed the subject because my teacher made magic (Atty. Yangyang-Espejo actually made that statement last night). the veracity of the statement is what makes it all the more shameful that we have come to rely on the extra points to tide us over to the QPI and the next semester even when we really don't deserve to pass the subject.

oh well, i should just be grateful for that and start studying again so that i won't be rueful later.

istorbo pa ang conflicts!

hay..

i'm thinking and tempted to take on another road, another life. but that just wouldn't do, would it?