i am beginning to think how good i had been this year

first, i got what i really wanted for Christmas, that is to spend it with my special someone. when i got my plane ticket, all i could think of is how i had behaved all year. considering that i got what i wanted most, maybe i did well.

second came the good news about some family members' health conditions. my mother is okay. my nephew is almost good as cleared of the illness which afflicted him. it got me thinking that, the year's closing is not as bad as i projected it to be.

as if to really convince that the year will end well, my cousin who also happens to be my next door neighbor installed a wireless net connection. i could easily access the connection since all i need is a password. wow! that is not all, i get to use it for free. how cool is that?

so, all that is left for me to do is stop worrying that Christmas will not be fun. really, i need the break and within that break, i refuse to let worry consume me. i will have to let tomorrow take care of itself, and the yesterday, ah bygones. let them be.

Santa, thanks for the early gifts.