inevitable consequences

15th of october is the date to reckon with. it is/was the end of his month's extension here in mindanao. even when his CO haggled before the HQ to have him stay here longer, it was to no avail.

and so, he scheduled his flight earlier today because he still has to report to cavite. of course, i saw him off. i laud myself for not shedding a single tear at his departure. but what he did not know is, i was crying inside.

the mixture of emotions which i have felt earlier was enough to catapult me into a temporary insanity. luckily, i regained my lucid interval when i got into the office and i was greeted with a number of research work for one of the lawyers.

really, reality bites.

to borrow a line from a novel i have read, the title of which now eludes me, my heart aches as if a set of teeth is gnawing at its sides.

diversion.. i terribly need one right now. oh right, i still have that research thing going. great!

if i could only fetter time and render it on a standstill..i will.