confounded

that is me these days.

i am quite distracted and i don't like it. i like to keep things at my own pace in my own way but there are just so much to be done in a minute span of time. haaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy...

what a life! i get stressed over things which i think i should not be taxing myself with, i mean not just yet. i have never been led astray although i am obstinate but for once, i wanted to live like there can be no consequences for my actions and just for once, i want to be pariwara. that way, people would expect nothing from you but just disappointments. no high hopes, no pressures and whatnot.

huh! tough luck for me. i guess that such a life would just be an imagination which will impinge my mind for the rest of my life.

i think, wait, i cannot think right now. after all, i am confounded. seems like a good excuse to not overbear the stuffs i really do not want to bear just yet.