my break so far

as promised, i did everything in my power to convince some people to let me come here, partly because of family reasons but primarily because of you. so how come i don't get the same accommodation you usually get when you visit me in davao?

in the meantime, i'm catching up on family members' lives while i await your beck and call that finally, you can be free for me.

hay.. i have been told by a military wife (who happens to be your mistah and fosby's wife) that this is how it really is.. even marriage won't work a difference. you and your work will dictate how much time you'll get to spend with me.

i just hope that with all these, you get to realize how much i am trying to be a part of your life without necessarily taking away that which is most dear to you, your career. i am happy that yours (career) is taking shape and so is mine. i just pray that you remember how much we used to tell each other that careers should not come in OUR way. it is so easy to succumb to doubts (because i'm a natural skeptic) and allocating lesser time for US and not telling me about the possibility that your schooling might go beyond the six-month period you initially told me will not help matters.