and then i didn't

my classmate/class president advised me not to approach Father last night. she thinks it's just too soon and he might take it as me pressuring him to come up with a decision. anyhow, it was easier to heed my classmate's advice since i myself am still too scared to have another encounter with the Father.

so, i opted to stay put for another day or two until i get to have a dialogue with the Father again.

may the heavens be with me on this.