problems

just when i thought that everything was going smoothly, not only in school but also at home, i was utterly flabbergasted. another bombshell is dropped. i cannot for the life of me fathom how something like that could happen. could it be stupidity? or curiosity? or simply ignorance of the consequences? or plain immaturity? i will spare this blog of the sordid details because it's not worth blogging about.

hay... i am so tired of owning up the responsibilities of other people. why don't i make mistakes myself so that i end up learning from my own mistakes and not merely learn from others? whaa! i am emotionally drained and i cannot help but feel a twinge of guilt at these thoughts.

anyway, we have got to learn how to let go and not be uptight with ourselves for mistakes committed by others who are supposed to be "grown-ups." after all, they are presumed to know what they have done, do, and will be doing, unless they are shown to have infirmities. they do have their lives to live and i have my own life to live. i just cannot help but be affeceted at the way they throw their lives to waste and how they waste opportunities that come their way. way too sayang!

but, what's done is done and bygones should definitely be bygones. welcome to the real world!